So I went to Tae Kwon Do, the mall (with Rachel, Jackie "Mexican," Chase, Emily and Steffani "Manson Chick"), and Assumption's Oktoberfest.

And I'm listening to my new Evanescence CD and it's actually pretty damn good.

I talked to the guys working at Hot Topic. While singing along to The Dresden Dolls. Some lovely man had the CD playing. We walked in at "Bad Habit" and I was still in there by the end of "Truce."

One guy commented on my Rasputina shirt, while another had a conversation with me about The Dresden Dolls (we both agreed that the first album was better and more eclectic). He plays bass.

I was supposed to meet Alex there, too, but he never showed up. I still had fun. Rachel got mad at him for it, though.

And Lexi went to the wrong mall XD

The only reason I went to the Oktoberfest was for closure of sorts. A sort of reassurance that I survived and have my own identity.

I don't know... It sounds really puerile, but I feel a lot better after going. Ever since what Matt said to me, I've been a little insecure. It's nice to know that it isn't part of me anymore. I was so fucking miserable there, and I felt a lot better about going to DA.